I can now confirm I had good friends except those who bitched and backstabbed me. I might forgive but I won't forget hmph because they showed concern over my FB status update " I'm in a huge mess .. :( "
Yes, I was, or rather, still am indeed in a huge mess. This cannot be settled just like that. I need time.
It's like. I was moving in the right path all along. Then for some reasons, I got distracted and did not realize I took a detour. Now I'm moving forward, in the wrong direction.
I know what I need to do. I need to take a detour and make a U-turn to get back on track. But I think the right thing to do now is to continue moving in this misleading direction until at one point, I make a U-turn.
The challenge here is not the fact that I need to get back on track, because I obviously know I have to, but the toughest, most challenging part is to determine when to take this U-turn before I get myself into deeper shit.